21 sleeps

It's raining today..dark..thundering..pouring rain. I hope that it clears by this evening so the Yankees can whoop the Redsox at Fenway. LOL

Anyway yesterday I got some sad news from my niece Sara..Sara has been battling ovarian cancer now since January. She has been on Chemo now since February. A few weeks back she had a test done to see if the cancer was stopped..Unfortunately it is spreading..It is now into the wall of her cervix and throughout her intestines. Not good. She will be having surgery I assume a total hysterectomy and will undergo massive chemo ..I hate this she is only 25 years old..I cannot bear to think about the suffering she has already gone through and now this. I just think it is not fair. A great big WHY??? That cannot be answered. I feel bad for her also because she is feeling that she is being punished by God..That is ridiculous..but she has it in her head because of the religious group her family follows. She thinks that God has a plan and that everything happens for a reason. While I share that feeling that some things happen for a reason... I do not think that "God" is some father figure sitting on a cloud pointing his finger at people saying hummm I think I'll give you cancer. I believe that there is a force that is good, an energy that we can grab onto..There is also an equal negative energy that we need to fight.
If we fill ourselves and our lives with positive thoughts and give out positive energy to those we meet then our lives will be good..If we dwell on negative thoughts then we will be filled with anger and pain. I opt for the positive..and I am thinking positive thoughts about my beautiful, smart, niece..I wish her nothing but the best..I wish her healing and health.

So my friends I hope you have yourselves a great day..Be safe and happy..watch out for pirates..and remember

BREATHE and smile for me